I want to run away.
Inside my bright red screams.
I want to break the doors.
Holding back my dreams.
I want to run away.
But there's nothing out there.
I want to shatter windows.
That look out on nowhere.
The past I cannot forget.
But my hearts might be filled with great regrets.
Loving is living.
You have to be giving.
Hiding away won't solve the problem today.
Embrace each chance to give your heart away.
As i gaze into the emptiness that fills the air.
A droplet tends to fall.
While my memory races back to the time.
When i thought i had it all.
During the night a stain is made.
And at the same time all my pain is able to fade.
The only true feeling that i feel, is the wetness.
A drop that is left by a single tear.
Love hurts but take chances.
You will find different romances.
I will open my heart once more.
But my heart will always be sore.
This is not life.
If I'm already dead.
My bleeding heart stopped beating.
And tears i no longer shed.
called the sun and he answered me.
I called the moon and she treasured me.
I called the stars and they cried for me.
When i called your name only silence came back to me.
I called the earth and she befriended me.
I called the sky and she watched over me.
I called the seas and they refreshed me.
When i whispered your name only silence came back to me.
I called the wind and he carried me.
I called the fire and he lit for me.
I called the animals and they sang for me.
When i spoke your name only silence came back to me.
I've seen you pass with my very eyes.
I've seen you smile and my heart just sighs.
When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be head, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return. For if you do, you're not loving but investing. If you love, you must prepare to accept pain. For if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using.
True love hears what is not spoken and understands what is not explained. For love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart.. Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind.Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, cause love doesn't have to end at all. Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.
Together
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry', not 'where are you' but 'I'm right here', not 'how could you' but 'I understand', not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are'.
Heartbroken
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.
Possessive
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.
Still holding on
A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and we just have to let go.
all tis . is in my previous blog (: some might haf read it . but nvm i shall repost .
now chatting wit ahxuan yanyan and constelle .
though not close but fun to chat .
1 sentence i heard . i gif number to close 1 .
i also gif number to ppl hu i trust nias . (:
dun worry no other meaning . u r interesting .
baby : u jus sms me . i bet u haf fallen asleep . i told u no matter wad . i will slp onli when i really cannot tahan . i dun wish to see u wake up thru a nightmare . and realise nobody's beside u . dun worry yeas baby . i am always here for u . though sometimes u tink i treat u coldly . or neglected u . i onli can say sorrie . cos i haf frens to help also . sorrie baby for not being there when u needed me . i love u loads (:
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